Jan 25th 2012

Ah, I’m so frustrated with myself.  I keep losing the device that allows me to upload pictures from my camera’s sd card to this mac.  I’m frustrated that I’m sick.  I hate being sick.  I was doing so well too, this winter season!

I’ve been really stressed out lately.  I didn’t work last week due to Drew’s surgery, I only have $20 left to last until next week Thursday night/Friday morning.  I am trying not to think about it but it’s very hard not too.  I had to call into work today as well, due to the fact that I’m sweating every half hour, sore throat, puffy eyes, and an upset stomach now too.  The aches have gone, but I still can’t focus on anything in particular with out hurting my head.  Why is it, that money is such a huge factor in my stress level?  When I feel like this I just want to escape to a nice gorgeous tropical island or something.  Somewhere far, far away where all I have to do is sit on a beach a,d let my thoughts go! 

Missing my piano right about now.